Okay, so yesterday I didn't post anything.  And I promised to have something wowable to talk about in the facing my fears department.  Well, I will tell you what I had planned on doing and then what I actually did instead; how about that.  I have been on this communication kick lately.  Really just wanting to learn how to communicate better in marriage, friendships, etc.  I also would love to become a good conversationalist.  I wonder if that is one of those things that you are just born with and some people aren't.  Well, I had this great idea yesterday to take a debate class at UNCW.  Basically, you would be given topics as well as ones that you can pick, and you have to argue and try to win whether you agree with what you are arguing about or not.  This would be very scary for me.  For one thing I despise public speaking.  It's kind of a phobia of mine.  And then I am horrible at arguing.  Just ask my husband.  If we get into an argument, he is the one that is like an attorney and can argue case book and point.  I'm the one that runs out of anything good to say and resorts to...nuh uh and that's not true, but couldn't give a reason why.  So it was going to be awesome.  But at the last minute I decided against it because I am already taking a full load and several of my classes will require lots of paper writing as well as having my internship 18 hours a week.  It would have just been pushing it too much.  Also, my husband made a good point to me.  He said to know my limits as far as not leaping too big to start off with.  And I agree.  So instead my scary thing that did was being vunerable with a group of women.  Tada.  Not nearly as exciting or interesting, but still nerve racking none the less.  I'm much more of a one on one person.  So when it comes to more than one other person I have a hard time wanting to speak up.  So I spoke up last night on the topic of sex with our husbands.  Proud of me?  :)